JNez@thirtydaes.2011

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found your twitter but i’m trying not to follow

disappointed but i’m trying hard not to wallow

extraordinary head & i’m dying for another swallow

thought i owned it but in hindsight i only borrowed

i fell so deeply but now i’m crying out in sorrow

i need a sequel like the day after tomorrow

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bought a red solo cup

immediately filled it up

with tanqueray & 7up

tipped it back drank it up

paused to burp & hiccup

then i was…

reminded of

just how good it was

making out in your truck

fogging the windows up

erect & moist to the touch

till we’d both erupt

now you’re my new crush

hope there’s seconds for us

but no it’s just my luck

i’m all alone again in love

so now all i really want

is to keep filling up

this red solo cup

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i can’t see you today

i’m having an outbreak

i don’t know how to say

i have to postpone our date

our sex would be unsafe

we both want it that way

risks we’re willing to take

consequence i’m unwilling to face

cause lying is never ok

i’ve already disclosed anyway

you’re aware i have aids

so do you you’re afraid

well, walk away…

before it’s too late

before we exchange

bodily fluids in shame

we both should abstain

from a certain mistake

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omg!

a sign was just given to me

that on january 13 2013

a son will be born unto me

my lord i’m so damn happy

this is what i’ve been wanting

only a few days after i turn 40

my son will finally join me

on this earth before i’m gone he

will eclipse whatever i longed to be

see…for he it will come so easily

cause he’ll reap love unconditionally

from especially his mommy & daddy

and his older sisters too

a young prince—oooh

we can’t wait to meet you

2013 had…

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papa i know you’re going to be upset

cause i was always your embarrassment

the one you were always warned about

the one you said you could do without

daddy, daddy if you could only see

just how good he’s been seeding me

you’ll give us your blessing right now

cause we are in love

papa don’t preach

i’m in love with keith

papa…

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the dance

looking back
on the memory of
the dance we shared
beneath the stars above
for a moment
all the world was right
how could I have known
that you’d ever say goodbye

and I
I’m glad I didn’t know
the way it all would it end
the way it all would go
our lives
are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
but I’d have had to miss
the dance

holding you
I held everything
for a moment
wasn’t I the king
but if i’d only known
how the king would fall
then who’s to say

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“whispering/in his ear/my magic potion for love/telling him/that i’m sincere/& there’s nothing too good for us” «< deniece williams: free 1977

hell yeah, do you like this shit son

that’s a whole lot of dick for your rectum

you’re panting & sweating well what did you expect hun

9 inches I’m giving so that’s where I’m cuming from

lol well ok, then rest young one

i promise there’s more where that came from

round two awaits, are you ready to participate?

no? ahhh…lol well…

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i want jason bourne’s

white boy dong

in my palm

all night long

can’t help it I’m sprung

since the trilogy begun

imagined Matt Damon’s cum

all over my tongue

and his white boy nuts

glowing red to the touch

let me massage his butt

while my face gets fucked

don’t even care if he’s cut

white & sexy that’s enough

i want that ass facing up

pink cheeks my hands can cup

bury my mouth in his crux

till his essence I’ve…

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another shocking, untimely musician’s death occurred on july 23. amy winehouse, whose 2007 sophomore cd back to black catapulted her into international superstardom with its retro soul/hip hop sensibilities, was found dead in her london home. although the cause is officially unknown pending an autopsy, ms. winehouse’s public battle with drug & alcohol addiction is almost certainly to blame.

i related instantly to the 60s girl group stylings of the back to black cd, which…