December 2011
1 post
found your twitter but i’m trying not to follow
disappointed but i’m trying hard not to wallow
extraordinary head & i’m dying for another swallow
thought i owned it but in hindsight i only borrowed
i fell so deeply but now i’m crying out in sorrow
i need a sequel like the day after tomorrow
November 2011
1 post
bought a red solo cup
immediately filled it up
with tanqueray & 7up
tipped it back drank it up
paused to burp & hiccup
then i was…
reminded of
just how good it was
making out in your truck
fogging the windows up
erect & moist to the touch
till we’d both erupt
now you’re my new crush
hope there’s seconds for us
but no it’s just my luck
i’m all alone again in love
so...
October 2011
2 posts
i can’t see you today
i’m having an outbreak
i don’t know how to say
i have to postpone our date
our sex would be unsafe
we both want it that way
risks we’re willing to take
consequence i’m unwilling to face
cause lying is never ok
i’ve already disclosed anyway
you’re aware i have aids
so do you you’re afraid
well, walk away…
before it’s too late
before we exchange
bodily fluids in shame
we both...
September 2011
2 posts
omg!
a sign was just given to me
that on january 13 2013
a son will be born unto me
my lord i’m so damn happy
this is what i’ve been wanting
only a few days after i turn 40
my son will finally join me
on this earth before i’m gone he
will eclipse whatever i longed to be
see…for he it will come so easily
cause he’ll reap love unconditionally
from especially his mommy & daddy
...
papa i know you’re going to be upset
cause i was always your embarrassment
the one you were always warned about
the one you said you could do without
daddy, daddy if you could only see
just how good he’s been seeding me
you’ll give us your blessing right now
cause we are in love
papa don’t preach
i’m in love with...
August 2011
2 posts
the dance
looking back
on the memory of
the dance we shared
beneath the stars above
for a moment
all the world was right
how could I have known
that you’d ever say goodbye
and I
I’m glad I didn’t know
the way it all would it end
the way it all would go
our lives
are better left to chance
I could have missed the pain
but I’d have had to miss
the dance
holding you
I held...
“whispering/in his ear/my magic potion for love/telling him/that i’m sincere/& there’s nothing too good for us” «< deniece williams: free 1977
hell yeah, do you like this shit son
that’s a whole lot of dick for your rectum
you’re panting & sweating well what did you expect hun
9 inches I’m giving so that’s where I’m cuming from
lol well ok, then rest young one
i promise...
July 2011
3 posts
i want jason bourne’s
white boy dong
in my palm
all night long
can’t help it I’m sprung
since the trilogy begun
imagined Matt Damon’s cum
all over my tongue
and his white boy nuts
glowing red to the touch
let me massage his butt
while my face gets fucked
don’t even care if he’s cut
white & sexy that’s enough
i want that ass facing up
pink cheeks my hands can cup
bury my mouth in his crux
till...
another shocking, untimely musician’s death occurred on july 23. amy winehouse, whose 2007 sophomore cd back to black catapulted her into international superstardom with its retro soul/hip hop sensibilities, was found dead in her london home. although the cause is officially unknown pending an autopsy, ms. winehouse’s public battle with drug & alcohol addiction is almost certainly to blame.
...
the inverse of love isn’t hate
it’s the indifference you pay
is it real or is it faked
how can you do me this way
so I made a few mistakes
& now i roast at the stake?
i don’t deserve such a fate
now my ugly side has escaped
and this confession is too late
but I’ll go on anyway…
why you still so upset
I apologized with regret
but you’re ignoring my texts
and all my calls you reject
my...
June 2011
1 post
congressman anthony weiner
or is the ‘i’ before the ‘e’, i
can’t remember but I’ve seen the
twitter pic of his erect wiener
he keeps denying to the media
but no one believes him
he should just come clean &
admit it was his penis
no one else was supposed to see it
but the chick for whom he meant it
only for her eyes it was intended
so privately he thought he sent it
but the ‘dm’...
May 2011
3 posts
best friends for so long and
me & my boy we stay ballin’
watch games & get sloshed &
laugh at each other nod off
and so one day last autumn
with your guard down & falling
stripped you down to your draws &
my empty king bed was calling
you were wasted & crawled in
face down & promptly snoring
when my hands started exploring
through your boxers to warm skin
...
hey hey hey
well whaddaya say
old hip hip jorge
led off the bottom of the 8th
worked a walk to first base
put the tying run at the plate
and the night’s getting late
but jeter grounds out anyway
so the yankees lose again today
Dear Diary:
omg.
it’s 553
and i haven’t been to sleep
k-2 had me tweaked
lady gaga on repeat
kept refilling my drink
so much porn on my screen
i kept masturbating
diligently and
determinedly
everlasting;
all night long like a dream
ignoring the coming morning
snatched my demons & went exploring
there was so much to see
thank you synthetic thc
i’m still high teehehe
well...
April 2011
1 post
well, it took far too long, but we can finally say that the bronx is blooming again. here’s a pic I snapped this morning of the bronx river here in Bronx park, near the NYC botanical garden.
it was a brutal winter that definitely overstayed it’s welcome here in the Bronx. but now, at last, our long local nightmare is over. spring has sprung!
March 2011
5 posts
where is the great & everlasting love
of my life tonight
in my past? present? future or only
in my mind tonight
how would I know whether it just
passed me by tonight
and I was too preoccupied & didn’t recognize it tonight
back when Johnny gill was singing
my, my, my tonight
I fantasized that at one time
you’d be mine tonight
but that was 20 years ago and
still I cry...
i shoulda took a shit
before I left the house
now i’m trynna take a piss
but only shit wants to come out
nearly panicking
got me furiously
squeezing my ass cheeks
really having to shit
but I’m needing to piss
with no bathroom in sight
just this tree I’m behind
should I?
oh hell naw I
can hold it, can’t I?
attention, perineum
it’s an emergency, aiight?
just hold back the shit...
you all done forgot about
ms. roberta flack
way before lauryn y’all
was roberta flack
prodigy on classical piano keys
ms. roberta flack
before alicia’s keys & the fugees
there was roberta flack
these r&b girls in comparison fail
to roberta flack
the first time…ever i saw your face
ms. roberta flack
the closer i get to you; donny hathaway
ms. roberta flack
record of the...
my mental health has been deteriorating for 9 months now, since the collapse of my arrangement with the ex & subsequent withdrawal from weed use. haven’t felt truly happy since last may. i’ve been on zoloft for nearly 5 years and added wellburtrin nearly 2 years ago. that’s one heck of a potent combination of anti-depressants. when i combined them with alcohol & weed…wow! man those were...
February 2011
3 posts
milk is the reward
for all his slobbering
milk is the reward
why he’s on his knees
and slurping furiously
head bobbing seriously
tongue wobbling curiously
eyes blank mysteriously
waiting for nutt so anxiously
pulling on this dick impatiently
goddamn! i shouted angrily
suck it more enthusiastically
a little more slowly and a lot less teeth
nod your head if you’re listening
look up at me and let go...
well the super bowl is won
and my team wasn’t the one
2010 nfl season is done
nba season is halfway gone
all star weekend here it comes
middle of february reprieve from
these endless winter doldrums
but a hint of spring
comes in two weeks
ml baseball teams
are reassembling
my new york yankees
enter spring training
thank heaven for this
and warm march winds
any more snow drifts
and i’ll slit my...
not really as excited about this super bowl as i have been about others in the past. i don’t care for either the green bay packers or the pittsburgh steelers. i’m very disappointed that my ny giants didn’t make the playoffs and that the ny jets lost again in the afc championship game.
i’ll be watching alone again this year. i’m predicting green bay will win, 27-10. i just hope it’s an exciting...
January 2011
2 posts
this is the original abc world news tonight broadcast with peter jennings on january 28 1986, reporting on the dramatic explosion and loss of life on the space shuttle challenger.
i remember that day very, very well. i was in 8th grade at albritton middle school in fort bragg, north carolina. at 1130 am, our principal made an announcement over the p.a. inviting classrooms with televisions...
january 22 1988, 23 years ago today, was a very dark day in my family. in fact, what happened that day would be the catalyst for an estrangement from my parents that would land my sister and i in new york city 6 months later, while mom & dad remained together in north carolina. i will never forget that friday afternoon/evening; it was a pivotal moment in my adolescence that led to a...
December 2010
3 posts
according to wikipedia, i share a december 30 birthdate with an interesting array of notable people, including several superstar athletes. so, today, everyone gets to say happy birthday to:
tiger woods
lebron james
sandy koufax (hall of fame baseball player)
kenyon martin (nba player)
laila ali
ben johnson (gold medal olympic runner)
kerry collins (football player)
a.j. pierzynski...
lady t
the r&b world was cast into shock and grief as word began to spread last night that a legend had passed away. teena marie, whose music has been a staple on r&b radio stations for 30 years, apparently died in her sleep on december 26 at the relatively young age of 54.
i have been a teena marie fan since ‘square biz’ topped the charts way back in ’81. her rap during the break...
dear higher being
i pray that thee
hear my silent plea
no violence please
let dad drift off to sleep
so silent
i can hear mom’s relief
so violently
sent to hell in his dream
no silence
and no resting in peace
where art thou higher being
i’m supposed to believe in
you disavow my violent pleading
November 2010
2 posts
press any key to watch tv
but this damn tv’s been watching me
it’s after 1am but i’m still trying
to masturbate unsuccessfully
a huge gray screen
stares mockingly
it’s beckoning
press any key
but dammit I’m so horny
lying nakedly
on the sofa in front of the tv
searching my MacBook frantically
looking for the new porn I downloaded this week
can’t recall where i saved it for the life...
i’m experiencing a bit of writer’s block right now. depression has arrested my creativity. after 4 years on zoloft i think it has lost its effectiveness. been feeling like i don’t even have the energy to give a fuck…yep that’s how bad. i have an appointment with my physician in 2 weeks…she’ll order blood/lab tests and then i’ll be confronted with the damage to my liver that 2 liters of cheap vodka...
April 2009
1 post
November 2008
1 post
February 2008
20 posts
Scientists devise approach that stops HIV at... →
Promising new HIV treatment news
Where Do You Find Peace in New York? - City Room -... →
Can’t wait to try some of these places out when the weather gets warmer…
Slant Magazine - Music Review: Janet Jackson:... →
The reviews are in for Janet’s new cd, released this Tuesday, 2.26.08
My cousin's comedy headliner show →
Chief Donald Grady of the Northern Illinois... →
Ferras: Wikipedia entry →
Feeling this new artist…his “Hollywood’s not America” has been chosen as the exit them from American Idol this year…
2008 Grammy Awards recap by Washington Post →
Grammy Awards: Kanye West Loses Album Of The Year... →
Early grammy wrap-ups…
Kanye West honors his deceased mother by singing... →
this performance was awesome. I really wish he would have won Album of the Year.
Break the Ice - Britney Spears →
My description added…
Break the Ice - Britney Spears →
The third single from Blackout.
GOODNESS GRACIOUS!!! Is This Is How Kids Are... →
I am loving the eroticism in this video.
‘Everybody’s a Giants Fan Tonight’ - New York... →
Go Giants! 2008 NFL Champions
2008 Super Bowl XLII: Giants Win! →
Well-written wikipedia article about the 2007 NY Giants incredible Championship winning season!