i’m experiencing a bit of writer’s block right now. depression has arrested my creativity. after 4 years on zoloft i think it has lost its effectiveness. been feeling like i don’t even have the energy to give a fuck…yep that’s how bad. i have an appointment with my physician in 2 weeks…she’ll order blood/lab tests and then i’ll be confronted with the damage to my liver that 2 liters of cheap vodka weekly has done

anyway…i didn’t post to talk about that. the 44th annual country music…